Tuesday, June 19, 2012


Hope everyone is having a cooler day than we are here in Pueblo...it's suppose to be 106 today; we have 2 wildfires in the mountains and this weather sure isn't helping those poor people fighting them..I pray for them and for RAIN!!

Can't believe it's time for TULSA again; where is this year going? It's so true the older we get the faster time goes..Those of you who have been following my blog for a while knows that I have been having some "issues" with my life..well, I've come to a decision and I feel "at peace" with it FINALLY! I'm going to move back home to Ohio the end of August; that'll give me sometime to save a little for a little cushion til I find a job; my mom is so happy I am coming home..:) I'll stay with my mom and step-dad til I find a house and hopefully that won't take too long.

Now onto stitching, I've been a stitching fool!!! LOL I feel relaxed and at peace and have been stitching away; I started this "Midsummers Night" design Sunday and sure have enjoyed stitching on it; I can't wait to finish it; hopefully today or maybe tomorrow; I'm off work Monday & Tuesday; I'm washing clothes, making the bed, picking up stuff and then I'm going to stitch, stitch, stitch..Kenny's out looking for a job..(I'm going to Ohio ALONE). He's not who I see myself spending my life with; I want more; I want someone who gives me those "butterfly" feelings and who will help me pay the bills...please don't think I'm shallow; I've been with Kenny for 3 years now and in that time he's worked maybe 10 months..I've supported us on my waitressing salary and I'm tired of it...He doesn't care if he loses a job because I'm working; no matter how tired I am or sore (waitressing takes a lot out of your body) I'm 51 and somedays I get home and my heels hurt so bad I cry..but I still go EVERYDAY and work doubles somedays just to pay the bills..he's happy sitting home playing his stupid ass computer game..now come on he's a 47 year old man and he plays this game AT LEAST 10-16 HOURS A DAY!!! I read some of your posts about your DH's and how they do fun things with you, or special things, take you on vacations or just sit on the porch planning a family vacation, I want that..

Ok ladies, I didn't mean to go there!!! LOL What would I do without you ladies to listen to me ranting and raving...LOL